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Sunday, September 19, 2010

19th sept 2010

Yesterday was one of the most memorable night of my life.
I apologize to her after plucking up all my courage.
Didn't expect her to forgive me so easily but now........ I am just totally shocked that she did.
Guess anything is possible.
I made a terrible mistake by losing faith in God.
At least now I know that God still loves me like a child and wants me to grow for the better.
I totally thank Him for giving me the courage and molding me to become a cultured person.
For that I am at a lost for words. =D
I just can't describe how much I love you God.
I can't thank you enough. =)
After yesterday, I felt like a changed person.
Not gonna blog too much about this anymore. Cya~
=D

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

14 sept 2010

First I am gonna make sure I totally forget about you.
I will delete my knowledge about you.
Traces of you will be gone.
I will never fall back anymore. I don't wanna do this but I have no choice.
Good bye!

Saturday, September 11, 2010

11 Sept 2010

I am gonna express my feelings using some poem instead of writing it out here.
Hope people would understand.

It feel great to know you at first
However, I now regret even knowing you
I only want to be friends with you
Is that asking too much?
I feel that I had given you too many chances
I am just trying to be friends
For your information, I am not a weakling
I have now come to a conclusion though,
You have changed. Can't say if that is good or bad though but you have changed.
I don't believe in your lies anymore.
I don't feel happy nor sorrow.
Good luck to you
I won't be there for you anymore if you fall
I had given my best only to realize that you weren't even trying
Even if you come back, I won't forget the past mistakes.
I wanna believe that you are a good person but I know that is not true anymore.
I refuse to give in anymore.
Good bye.

Well~ That is all I guess.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

9th sept 2010

I feel so sad and terrible. Everything in life is crashing down. Family,friends,studies,work,relationship etc. I just can't handle the pressure without support. I wish I am able to hang on to something that is worth fighting for in my life.

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