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Wednesday, December 19, 2012

19th December 2012

Started blogging on the way home with my iPhone. its been awhile since that i have touched this blog. haha. :)

Today was a really great day. managed to have a close friend with me for Christmas party today. It's really fun and tiring at the same time planning for the party Although i didn't do much. Haha. It's really memorable (for me) especially when I get dunked by the people. Haha.


The year is coming to an end soon. So many things have happened. Some great others not so great. Laughed with the joys and building new friendship with people. Getting to know more people and about their lives.

Some not so happy times where we lose friends and lose great pillars of our lives. Times where all we ever feel was the loneliness of fighting and times where I feel like giving up. We win some and we learn some.


Well, to sum it up, this has been a really happening year for me. Guess that's the life of how a Christian should live as. :) A life filled with ups and downs in life where we can experience both the joys and learning how to cherish it while at the same time go through the tests that God has placed for us knowing that it will definitely build us.

Looking back at where I was, I come far but I wanna even further in life.

Thursday, November 22, 2012

23rd November 2012

Back after a really long break from blog~ :) haha.

Feeling really emotional today.. Don't really understand why though.. I just feel that I am really empty on the inside and that I don't understand what I am doing.

I always want to have a heart to love people and to always serve people. Yet I always feel that i could do more to hit my strike zone and really do my best to love people.

Is there something really wrong with me?

I wonder how can I be the best of myself? Teach me to be still and quiet in Your presence...

Emotional post~ sorry all.







Tuesday, July 10, 2012

10th July 2012

Blogging on the MRT using my laptop again. Well, This is one of those days where I have nothing planned. Just finished having my project meeting with schoolmates. :) Nothing much solved but it's better not doing. =D Haha. LOL.After that we went to Carl's JR to have our lunch (and possibly dinner). =P The food is so filling. Now I really feel like sleeping!!! LOL! The fries especially. Takes everything out of me to just eat a single french fries. =S hahaha. Now I sound really dramatic. =)


Been really busy these few days. So many things to do yet so little time to do all of them. Still feel that more things need to be done with my life especially in being a better friend to others. I have so many bad attitudes and habits that I will need to get rid. =P


On the bright side, have been spending time with all my friends in school and in church. Going for movies and then exploring Singapore for good food. Like living life to the max. LOL! heeheee. =D



This is really one of those few days where I feel down and somewhat emotional. Must be the fatigue that is catching up on me and pulling me down as a person. Time to get more rest. =P

Guess I will blog later when I reach church. =) If I could remember that is. =S

Friday, June 8, 2012

9th June 2012

Blogging in the morning where it's raining. As of now, It's 12:38am. :) Was planning to organize my room but I guess I overslept again. =.=

So many things happen within this week.. Where should I start?

Monday:
Went for a jamming session with all my CG people. Played Hosanna and Happy Day on the Bass. Still quite terrible with the instrument though. XP. Thank God for the Bass tabs online. If not I would have crashed the entire song. After that we went to the shops nearby to eat and slack with them. had to leave early cause I had test the next day. Still, it was awesome! =)


Thursday:
After our final exams, Went to watch a movie with my (awesome/Zai!) friends at Tampanies. Watched Madagascar 3 and we had like lots of fun.  hang out at the playground. We actually played this really strange ride. It's actually this spinning thing that you are suppose to sit in and people will spin you.  Like that will get dizzy. haha. It's really hard to explain with words. Will take a picture and upload it next time.

Friday (Yesterday):

Went to work at PC show until about 4pm. Totally reported half an hour early. In the end me and my friend went to eat at BK at city hall first. They started to ask me who I like and I was quite surprised that they can guess so fast. =O LOL! I shouldn't be posting this kind of stuff up on the net right? hahaha. Enough said.

After that went home for a what was suppose to be a 50 min nap became a 3 hour sleep.. -_-. Was suppose to clean up my room and do admin stuff but ended up messing everything up. Will try to settle everything tomorrow. =P Gonna sleep really soon~ :)



Something to share about the test for this week, it's was shocking.. hmmm.... Guess it's all up to you now God. :)

Signing off with a chapter~ :)

Psalm 73 New Living Translation (NLT)

Monday, June 4, 2012

4th June 2012

We pray for blessings
We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love is way too much to give us lesser things

'Cause what if your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom
Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt your goodness, we doubt your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough
All the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know that pain reminds this heart
That this is not our home

What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy
What if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise


Truthfully speaking, this song really speaks into my life sometimes.. =) You are all I have left yet You are more than enough in my life. :)  Whatever happens, don't ever blame God.. Open your eyes and see what the whole has to offer with every obstacles in life. Pain shall always remind my heart that this is not my home at all.


Thursday, May 31, 2012

3th June 2012


A small confession for everyone. I feel really stressed about my life. Kinda burned out in life. Yet is only You that I was able to love other. I pray for a miracle... You never fail to teach me about love.

 Your Love Never Fails - Jesus Culture Nothing can separate
Even if I ran away
Your love never fails

I know I still make mistakes
But You have new mercies for me everyday
Your love never fails

Chorus:
You stay the same through the ages
Your love never changes
There maybe pain in the night but joy comes in the morning

And when the oceans rage
I don't have to be afraid
Because I know that You love me
Your love never fails

Verse 2:
The wind is strong and the water's deep
But I'm not alone in these open seas
Cause Your love never fails

The chasm is far too wide
I never thought I'd reach the other side
But Your love never fails

Bridge:
You make all things work together for my good
   

Friday, May 25, 2012

25th may 2012

Blogging after school. Long train ride from Tamp back to Chinese Garden. This time round I am blogging with My laptop!! :) Sweet!! Hahaha! Upgrade! :)

Been really busy with Prepration of Quiz and other tutorials. Suppose to finish 3 tutorials today or else risk getting punishment from the lecturer. =P Oh well, Blackshot at 8pm anyone?? hahaha! Jk!

Let's see. hmmm... Been doing a lot of stuff for the past few weeks, Have been working at Challenger Roadshow and I have been serving more often. Served in Secuirty for our very first Zone F meeting on 22nd may 2012. Awesome!! Part of the histroy. heehee. :)

Went to do something really amazing for my friend. I actually went to Dakota to buy the Tao Huay from them before actually traveling to surprising him at his house at AMK. managed to reach home around 10pm to (sort of) finish my MEB tutorial. :)

have been really busy with the new stuff that I am doing that I totally lost interest in my hobbies. XD Haha. Really wanted to watch Bleach all over again. Guess I lost the monentum. Oh well, guess I have to do something else now. Time to sleep on the MRT. Cya Everyone. Will update a long post once I am free. :)


Loves
Edwin

Monday, May 21, 2012

22nd April 2012

D3 peeps! :)

 Friends in TP! :)
From left to right: Rui Yin, Tan Yuet, Aisha, Janson and Jack. Finally plus me in the middle! :)

 Back after so long, Been really really busy with poly life now especially. Life has been so busy that sometimes it's really good to slow down and smell the roses. Test and Quiz are coming up and I am feeling so tight with my schedule. Thank you for the work plan to plan my life. If not I would have been strugging with life already!! :D

Concession applied. Now can really Chiong on outings le! Woots! :) hahahahaha!




Feeling really down for the past few weeks. It's as if this is the dry season of my life. Feeling so tired and helpless until I listen to this song.

I have been so afraid that I lost the meaning to love others. No wonder that verse hit me particularly.. It's not about having my own abilities help others but it's about dependance on Him. :) I wanna live my life impacting other people's lives. I am gonna be the light of the world! :)  God's not dead but he's alive and roaring like a lion on the inside.

That's my revelation of the week. :)

 Blogging next time. Will really try to update my blog once I have some free time during term break. :)

Sunday, April 1, 2012

1st April 2012

Back for another post.

Been busy working at Funan. Still no sales yet. T.T lol. I am so gonna chiong for my first sale.

Took the green line MRT and this is the first time that I took without anyone in the MRT. Oh my!!! So Zai!!! Hahahahaha!!! LOL!!!

Oh. Also noticed that Jcube is opened! Finally they fixed the name!!!

Something about my life though.. The next few months are gonna be busy.. Feeling so... Peaceful. Thank you for the peace of God in my life. :)

Haha. Easter is coming next week!!! I wanna bring my loved ones to church!! Plus I am serving on Easter!! Wow! So significant!! My first service in CHC and I got saved was on Easter!! 2 years later, I am serving! :D awesome!

After looking back, I realized that I have changed so much since the time I become a Christian until now. To think that I have a place I can finally call home. :) Along with all my CG people and friends I have in church. Having Faith, Hope and Love. :)


Monday, March 26, 2012

19th March 2012

Monday again.. Kinda feeling a bit emo today. =|


Went to settle all my important stuff at my dad's working place and then followed by chatting with my cousin Royston. :) had a really great conversation with him and talked about going into poly.



Yesterday night was so tiring!! Went to move the cargo load and we unloaded a total of 1800+ boxes of noodles! Wa! After that feeling so shacks that I went home and bath before finally collapsing onto my soft bed. =)

Gonna miss sleeping on this bed.. Time seems to speed up so fast that we would forget to think about our lives. =P haha.

Poly camp is coming up!! This is the first time I actually anticipate to go for such a camp. :D wow.. Indeed I changed a lot!


Was looking at my schedule and my work plan, I found out that today will be a huge stretch! Constantly working!!! Will be schedule to work Thursday, Friday and even Saturday followed by serving on ministry on Sunday. Wow.. I have a feeling that I won't make it.. Wait, why am saying this? I can do it! :)

Shall stop here. :) feeling sleepy. -_- gonna pack my stuff before going to bed early today. Bye~

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

14th March 2012

Blogging while taking the MRT. :)

Sharing some photos about my life. :D

Hang out with the CG in church from 11am-3pm played basketball like nobody's business. :) it's awesome to spend time with them. =D

Feeling so charged up after what my leader shared.

"If the vision you have isn't big enough to scare you, then it's not a really big vision."

Hmmm.. After thinking about that, i really think I should widen my vision. =p


A CGL of 50 people. That's a really big vision. Wow.... Let's be simple. :) I also wanna be a CG guitarist too!

For my own dreams, I wanna be a doctor. :) although I am not really sure where will my career bring me.

Haha. Anyways, after that went shopping at Davis for guitar strings. :D I got lost at City Hall again!! :\ sian to the max. Hahaha. Feeling so nua now. Really tempted to buy soya bean later.

Tired to the max!! Will blog next time! :)

quotes:
"Do you remember the time where you were alone in life and death was the only thing in your life? We are here for you regardless if you remember us so live the life."


"Better to lose a race with a family to cry with than to win a race with no one to celebrate with you. That person has participated in the wrong race."


Tuesday, March 13, 2012

13th March 2012 (A Love that never fails)

Slack day!! :D stay home day!!! :)))

Been so slack for the past few days. Watched this movie called "Hello Ghost" (Korean)

Totally touched by the movie. :) haha. Really recommend people to watch it!!! :)


Of course, this week wasn't just entirely slack. Prayed and worship with the CG on Monday. :) Having CG on Thursday followed by outings on Friday. :) packed week. In the meantime, will be settling my poly stuff tomorrow.. Haha. Lol.


Just a few days ago, saw a rainbow on my way home and a thought struck into my mind. It's really amazing how something so simple can amaze even the most sophisticated beings like us.

God made us all with a different talent and if even use their talents for good, wouldn't the world be a better place??
Lol! Guess I am messing with you all. =D alright I should stop.



Something to share with within me, I feel really uneasy. Keep having bad habits in my life that are growing stronger. I wanna break free!!

I wanna fear You more that I love You. I want to have a wisdom from You..




Something random:
Awhile ago, someone asked me who I really like in church, to say the truth frankly, I don't have any crush back then but now... Hmm.. I really can't tell the difference between like and crush. XD

Lol. Not going to say anything. :) maybe to my friend. :P


Cya readers~ sleep time! 10.13pm as of now!

Friday, March 9, 2012

3rd March 2012

Good news!!! :))

Finally found a job!! In fact, it's the best job I can ever have!! :D
Wow! Can this get any better?? Haha. :D love my life to the max! Lol!

Haha. Really have a awesome life.

Something to share, was working at IT fair today with this colleague and we had loads of fun! Hahahaha! She was like so hyper and I went to disturb her so many times. She kept correcting me to say the product name correctly while I keep disturbing her by purposely saying it wrongly. XD hahahaha! Can't stop laughing. :) people thought we were crazy. LOL!!

Certainly the job I have found is totally different from working outside. Amazed. :)


Something to share within my heart:


"Never be complacent. Guard your heart and trust God with His provision."


I feel that this is really the sentence that is really in my heart.
Really been very tired and living a life worth remembering. :)

I didn't know I would grow so much within such a short time.. Haha. Wow.. Thank You.

Oh well, short post. Nights!! :D

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

21 February 2012

Life's busy this few days. Served on security last Sunday. Packed but awesome service!! :D love life.


Been living such a lazy life.. Suppose to find a job but so far no results.. God will provide I guess. :) Haha.

Unable to sleep these few days again. Feeling the tension of being stretched again. :O need to buckle up!! Haha. Lol.


A brief summary of my life:

Went for a movie with Sze Hao and Adrian 2 weeks ago and watched the movie "We Not Naughty".
Awesome movie despite me watching it twice. Haha. LOL!! Went window shopping with them before the movie and talked about life. :)

Found a friend in one of the shop! :) here is a picture of it! HahAhhHh! JK!

A few days later, went for a badminton outing, in the end we ended up folding flowers for Ryan's GF. 0.o booked 4 hours though but only used 3 h I think. :|

Went shopping yesterday saw this Doraemom soap dispenser.. =O so cute!!! haha. After that went for CG with F4 and F40 CEG at Dominic's house, it was a powerful CG and the games were awesome!! :) got caught into forfeit (again). D= video is all over the place now.. Yikes! =S

After the CG, went to hang out with the F4 CEG. We went to commonwealth to eat this western restaurant. It was cheap and worth it!! Haha. Too bad didn't thought of taking a picture. =P hmmm... Maybe some other time. :)

Oh well, let's end here. It's 11.56pm now. Time to sleep!!! :) *Yawns* good night!

Friday, February 17, 2012

17th February 2012

Hmmm... Time to update my blog I guess.. I really don't know where to start though.

Oh well, just randomly spam about my life. :D

My life wasn't a bed of roses. Made some hard to swallow decisions. Sacrifice a lot.. But it was all worth it. :) For God..

Just went to dig up on my notebook. One of the pages had pastor Lia and pastor How's speech that I stuffed in between 2 pages.

"We have made bad decision, said the wrong things and paid the price for it. Some backslide, more were saved. Lost some friends, made new friends"

This particular sentence felt like it described my life. Going through the change. However dire the situation is, I won't let go of God.
The describe the whole situation is just so... Vulgar. =P ( I have no idea why but it just feels wrong.)
I am undergoing a change to summarize everything. Feeling so stretched.

Oh well, short post today. Gonna sleep now. It's 11am.

Oh wait, I forgot, I got selected for SOW (School Of Worship) audition!! Wohoo!!! :) sweet!! Next saturday!! Yes!!

Bye readers!!!

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

14th February 2012

Well, back to my first post of the year. Really just wanna say that I miss the people I used to talk to.

In case anyone was wondering ( I doubt anyone would =P) why I didn't update my blog for so long, it's because I been disconnected from the outside world.. My phone, laptop and even the Internet at home broke down all at the same time.

Here's my life in summary

Been selected to TP chemical engineering.

Bought a spirit filled Bible. Yes!! :)

Quit my job with my dad.

Intending to move (alone) soon

Living life.



Will try to update as much as possible.

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