18th March 2013

Really long day today.

Been all over the place.

Today I would say is one of those really long day. Woke up to worship followed by spending some time with my mum. Went to work at AMK Challenger and surprisingly I managed to sell a big item today. :) wow. Plus in this outlet. Breakthrough!! Woohoo!! Gonna let this stay as a reminder that I can sell!

Blogging on my way back from work, I just realized one thing though. Working as a promoter has gotten me to know a lot of different people in the work force. Got a even bigger insight to the workforce. Haha. Being a promoter especially for this company is a really big blessing.

Oh well, just a short update. Been going out for Holidays and really getting to know more people. Haha. :) awesome~~~

Signing off~~

6th March 2013 (Painful post)

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I think I finally understand what is happening to me.. It's not about me, not about others, definitely not about the situation around me. I have been living a great live no matter how hard I try.

I am suffering from depression. I think I really need to seek professional help. All the symptoms for depression fits me.. Lack of sleep to very little sleep, lost interest in hobbies, unable to find joy in the things I used to like doing the most. Everything fits into my description...


The effects of depressions... I feel really empty and hopeless in my life. It's as of there is no point.. I don't dare to tell anyone about this... Will anyone choose to accept that I am depressed?

I don't want to be labelled as mentally unstable... I am screwed inside out... I.... Don't want.... to.... be another experiment... another tool to be used...