21 February 2012

Life's busy this few days. Served on security last Sunday. Packed but awesome service!! :D love life.


Been living such a lazy life.. Suppose to find a job but so far no results.. God will provide I guess. :) Haha.

Unable to sleep these few days again. Feeling the tension of being stretched again. :O need to buckle up!! Haha. Lol.


A brief summary of my life:

Went for a movie with Sze Hao and Adrian 2 weeks ago and watched the movie "We Not Naughty".
Awesome movie despite me watching it twice. Haha. LOL!! Went window shopping with them before the movie and talked about life. :)

Found a friend in one of the shop! :) here is a picture of it! HahAhhHh! JK!

A few days later, went for a badminton outing, in the end we ended up folding flowers for Ryan's GF. 0.o booked 4 hours though but only used 3 h I think. :|

Went shopping yesterday saw this Doraemom soap dispenser.. =O so cute!!! haha. After that went for CG with F4 and F40 CEG at Dominic's house, it was a powerful CG and the games were awesome!! :) got caught into forfeit (again). D= video is all over the place now.. Yikes! =S

After the CG, went to hang out with the F4 CEG. We went to commonwealth to eat this western restaurant. It was cheap and worth it!! Haha. Too bad didn't thought of taking a picture. =P hmmm... Maybe some other time. :)

Oh well, let's end here. It's 11.56pm now. Time to sleep!!! :) *Yawns* good night!

17th February 2012

Hmmm... Time to update my blog I guess.. I really don't know where to start though.

Oh well, just randomly spam about my life. :D

My life wasn't a bed of roses. Made some hard to swallow decisions. Sacrifice a lot.. But it was all worth it. :) For God..

Just went to dig up on my notebook. One of the pages had pastor Lia and pastor How's speech that I stuffed in between 2 pages.

"We have made bad decision, said the wrong things and paid the price for it. Some backslide, more were saved. Lost some friends, made new friends"

This particular sentence felt like it described my life. Going through the change. However dire the situation is, I won't let go of God.
The describe the whole situation is just so... Vulgar. =P ( I have no idea why but it just feels wrong.)
I am undergoing a change to summarize everything. Feeling so stretched.

Oh well, short post today. Gonna sleep now. It's 11am.

Oh wait, I forgot, I got selected for SOW (School Of Worship) audition!! Wohoo!!! :) sweet!! Next saturday!! Yes!!

Bye readers!!!

14th February 2012

Well, back to my first post of the year. Really just wanna say that I miss the people I used to talk to.

In case anyone was wondering ( I doubt anyone would =P) why I didn't update my blog for so long, it's because I been disconnected from the outside world.. My phone, laptop and even the Internet at home broke down all at the same time.

Here's my life in summary

Been selected to TP chemical engineering.

Bought a spirit filled Bible. Yes!! :)

Quit my job with my dad.

Intending to move (alone) soon

Living life.



Will try to update as much as possible.

17th December 2011 ( My life story)

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Blogging via iPod touch. :) just finished serving in security. Enjoying every bit of it.. But feeling sick... *Ugh*

Here is some bits about my story. =| it's kinda depressing and sad... Let's start with my primary school.. people say that I have a heart of gold. Always helping people..

But one very bad disadvantage I had was that I was a slow learner. My results were terrible so I was thrown into a lousy class.. =( Back then, people who got thrown into D and below classes were usually considered the "rotten apples" in society.. (Yes! That's what my teacher said!)

People had a prejudice that we were all gangsters and look down on us.. Eventually (almost) everyone accepted the fact and fall into bad company except me.. I became a outcast at primary 2 because of my queer attitude...

Gotten into my first serious fight at primary 3.. Fought with someone who was in a better class. In the end, the bully was let off scot free while I get punished for a fight which I never start or fight back at all..

I was labelled by the school as mentally unstable (A.K.A crazy) everyone treated me like as if I had leprosy and avoided me altogether.. Teachers didn't believe in me..
Parents never understood me.. Everyone left me when I needed them the most...

Back then, I was only primary 3 and the blow of knowing that I was alienated by everyone was just so great!! It was a major blow... I gave up in myself and become introverted...

I can still remember that during assembly in school, the discipline master said that I was a trouble maker and announce my name... The principal announced that I am a "big fat liar"... ( every quote are the exact words that I used...

I don't really feel like sharing so much on the net.. Who knows how many people are reading this... =S maybe I will share more next time..

Cya~

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14th December 2011

Been awhile since I started to blog.. Hmm.. About half a month At least.. :P been so busy this few weeks. Finally get to blog while on my home from a MRT ride.. :) (You guess it, blogging via iPod touch again. :D)

A friend of mine request to know about my story.. :P hmm.. I think I will consider posting it all on my blog. :D

Lets see, let's start with the things that I have been doing. :P


Been all around Singapore delivering stuff. :P really tired but went to some awesome place and some interesting events. Haha. First up, i found this well in the middle of the whole shopping mall. ( Can't remember where is was and yes, it's real! ) The well is glowing with multiple colors when I went to take a look. :)


Went back to the company and had lunch with the stuff there. Saw this awesome looking (plus cute!!) cat at the coffee shop but couldn't take a picture of it.. :( it turned away when I tried to take a picture... ( Camera shy?? I think so =P )


Last Saturday(10th December 2011), went for a secondary school outing with my friends. It was totally awesome!! Went to Farrer park MRT to have lunch/dinner with them. Order the squid ink spaghetti.. Looks strange but tasted awesome! :D hahaha! LOL!! in the end my faces is black because f te spaghetti. -_-""

Oh. Also saw this picture at the menu at the restaurant I went.. They spelled pork wrongly. =O


Rush back home from family dinner and saw this cute little baby staring at me!! LOL!! took a picture when she is not looking.. Haha.

Something amazing to share, went through AMT and completed. Graduated from AMT!! sweet!! Grew so much from that 1 day!! :D hahaha! :) love my life so much!! :)

"it's not about the events or the test but it's about the experience you will take back when you leave the place."

About my story, maybe i will share when we meet face to face. :P haha. Or on the other hand, just stay tuned for more bits of stories!

Signing off from here!! Cya~
Cheers readers~~
Good night!!


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29th November 2011

8.40pm

Blogging with my iPod touch..
On the way back from church again... So lonely... :|

Feeling sad though.. I wanna start work somewhere.. 1 more day before I become jobless....

Thank God for the peace in me.. I kinda feel so sorry for being bitter.

Uploaded a few photos... This is how my life went. :P went to eat one of those strange ice cream again.. This time is lime on the outside and vanilla on the inside.. :)

After that, saw that the office has this tissue box that has Doraemon faces!!!
In my mind I was like: "I want that so badly!!" but on the outside I was like: "oh. Wow that's nice. *whips out iPod to take pictures*

Went home and found out that my parents bought this pastry... (I can't remember the name!! I only remember that it has cream on the inside and chocolate at the top. :P).


The following day, woke up and I saw this beautiful sunrise and was so amazed.. Looking at such wonders made me really wonder about what my life would really be like without You..


I guess I would have even lived.. Thank You for believing me...
Some say that I only act holy and I am just hot air... Whatever~

Went to little India to deliver goods to customers.. The smell is just so... Hmm.. Unique. :P ( don't wanna start another race war)

That aside, gonna blog something else that's in my heart.
About what happen yesterday, was just really sad... My pay is way lower than any pay and I have a feeling of bitterness in my heart... =S
Feeling kinda cheated... :( sigh

Oh well, negative things again... Be gone!!! :D


Gonna sleep on the MRT.. bye~

18th November 2011 (Dreams and Vision)

Blogging while on the way back from church. :)

Didn't go for prom night at all. Haha. Defeats the purpose of going since all my friends not going..
Didn't like the hypocrites there. So yeah..
That defeats the purpose totally for going to prom night. :P besides, will get bullied again..

Went to work since Thursday. Send off my leader on a Wednesday afternoon. Will miss Jun Zhou so much when he is gone though..

Good news:
-Became a CG admin. Can't wait to start. :)

-Can play guitar as much as I want. :D

-Got a job... Zzz I doubt that's a good news...

Bad news:
-I have become introverted... =.=
+(I have a serious problem with that..)


Oh well, the bad outweighs the good news so overall should be good..

Been feeling so faith filled since I shared my problems with leaders and God.. :)

Had this really cool ice cream that tasted like lime on the outside and vanilla on the inside.. simplicity at it's best. :D


Random thought:

I have started to realize that I have more girl friends than guy friends... -_-""
I can't get along with most guys in school...
I am glad that school finally ended.. Don't have to face persecution from people anymore. :)

Won't be angry at them.. Thank You God for teaching me how to love them... I have changed so much in this 1 year alone... So many incident that hurt me physically, mentally and emotionally...

Quote: ( My specific vision)

You shall love the lost and the broken. The person to give hope to the hopeless.
A person to heal the injured and help the helpless people... A healer to mend the broken people..


That was the words I heard from God.. He promised me that at the beginning of the year...

What I didn't know was that in order to understand a broken person, one must experience the pain and suffering of a broken person...


Guess I am not insane. I didn't lose my sanity... I made a strong friendship with people I don't even know I could ever made..

You win some, you learn some..


Learn from yesterday
Live for today
Hope for tomorrow


Cheers~

Been so amazed by God... Wow...

Oh well, long blog post here. Hmm... Maybe I should give it a title.. I only give titles to post that are significant to me... How about dreams and vision???

Cya all~ bye readers~