Back after a really long break from blog~ :) haha.
Feeling really emotional today.. Don't really understand why though.. I just feel that I am really empty on the inside and that I don't understand what I am doing.
I always want to have a heart to love people and to always serve people. Yet I always feel that i could do more to hit my strike zone and really do my best to love people.
Is there something really wrong with me?
I wonder how can I be the best of myself? Teach me to be still and quiet in Your presence...
Blogging on the MRT using my laptop again. Well, This is one of those days where I have nothing planned. Just finished having my project meeting with schoolmates. :) Nothing much solved but it's better not doing. =D Haha. LOL.After that we went to Carl's JR to have our lunch (and possibly dinner). =P The food is so filling. Now I really feel like sleeping!!! LOL! The fries especially. Takes everything out of me to just eat a single french fries. =S hahaha. Now I sound really dramatic. =)
Been really busy these few days. So many things to do yet so little time to do all of them. Still feel that more things need to be done with my life especially in being a better friend to others. I have so many bad attitudes and habits that I will need to get rid. =P
On the bright side, have been spending time with all my friends in school and in church. Going for movies and then exploring Singapore for good food. Like living life to the max. LOL! heeheee. =D
This is really one of those few days where I feel down and somewhat emotional. Must be the fatigue that is catching up on me and pulling me down as a person. Time to get more rest. =P
Guess I will blog later when I reach church. =) If I could remember that is. =S
Blogging in the morning where it's raining. As of now, It's 12:38am. :) Was planning to organize my room but I guess I overslept again. =.=
So many things happen within this week.. Where should I start?
Monday:
Went for a jamming session with all my CG people. Played Hosanna and Happy Day on the Bass. Still quite terrible with the instrument though. XP. Thank God for the Bass tabs online. If not I would have crashed the entire song. After that we went to the shops nearby to eat and slack with them. had to leave early cause I had test the next day. Still, it was awesome! =)
Thursday:
After our final exams, Went to watch a movie with my (awesome/Zai!) friends at Tampanies. Watched Madagascar 3 and we had like lots of fun. hang out at the playground. We actually played this really strange ride. It's actually this spinning thing that you are suppose to sit in and people will spin you. Like that will get dizzy. haha. It's really hard to explain with words. Will take a picture and upload it next time.
Friday (Yesterday):
Went to work at PC show until about 4pm. Totally reported half an hour early. In the end me and my friend went to eat at BK at city hall first. They started to ask me who I like and I was quite surprised that they can guess so fast. =O LOL! I shouldn't be posting this kind of stuff up on the net right? hahaha. Enough said.
After that went home for a what was suppose to be a 50 min nap became a 3 hour sleep.. -_-. Was suppose to clean up my room and do admin stuff but ended up messing everything up. Will try to settle everything tomorrow. =P Gonna sleep really soon~ :)
Something to share about the test for this week, it's was shocking.. hmmm.... Guess it's all up to you now God. :)
We pray for blessings
We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love is way too much to give us lesser things
'Cause what if your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise
We pray for wisdom
Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt your goodness, we doubt your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough
All the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe
When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know that pain reminds this heart
That this is not our home
What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy
What if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise
Truthfully speaking, this song really speaks into my life sometimes.. =) You are all I have left yet You are more than enough in my life. :) Whatever happens, don't ever blame God.. Open your eyes and see what the whole has to offer with every obstacles in life. Pain shall always remind my heart that this is not my home at all.
A small confession for everyone. I feel really stressed about my life. Kinda burned out in life. Yet is only You that I was able to love other. I pray for a miracle... You never fail to teach me about love.
Your Love Never Fails - Jesus CultureNothing can separate Even if I ran away Your love never fails
I know I still make mistakes But You have new mercies for me everyday Your love never fails
Chorus: You stay the same through the ages Your love never changes There maybe pain in the night but joy comes in the morning
And when the oceans rage I don't have to be afraid Because I know that You love me Your love never fails
Verse 2: The wind is strong and the water's deep But I'm not alone in these open seas Cause Your love never fails
The chasm is far too wide I never thought I'd reach the other side But Your love never fails
Bridge: You make all things work together for my good
Blogging after school. Long train ride from Tamp back to Chinese Garden. This time round I am blogging with My laptop!! :) Sweet!! Hahaha! Upgrade! :)
Been really busy with Prepration of Quiz and other tutorials. Suppose to finish 3 tutorials today or else risk getting punishment from the lecturer. =P Oh well, Blackshot at 8pm anyone?? hahaha! Jk!
Let's see. hmmm... Been doing a lot of stuff for the past few weeks, Have been working at Challenger Roadshow and I have been serving more often. Served in Secuirty for our very first Zone F meeting on 22nd may 2012. Awesome!! Part of the histroy. heehee. :)
Went to do something really amazing for my friend. I actually went to Dakota to buy the Tao Huay from them before actually traveling to surprising him at his house at AMK. managed to reach home around 10pm to (sort of) finish my MEB tutorial. :)
have been really busy with the new stuff that I am doing that I totally lost interest in my hobbies. XD Haha. Really wanted to watch Bleach all over again. Guess I lost the monentum. Oh well, guess I have to do something else now. Time to sleep on the MRT. Cya Everyone. Will update a long post once I am free. :)
Friends in TP! :)
From left to right: Rui Yin, Tan Yuet, Aisha, Janson and Jack. Finally plus me in the middle! :)
Back after so long, Been really really busy with poly life now especially. Life has been so busy that sometimes it's really good to slow down and smell the roses. Test and Quiz are coming up and I am feeling so tight with my schedule. Thank you for the work plan to plan my life. If not I would have been strugging with life already!! :D
Concession applied. Now can really Chiong on outings le! Woots! :) hahahahaha!
Feeling really down for the past few weeks. It's as if this is the dry season of my life. Feeling so tired and helpless until I listen to this song.
I have been so afraid that I lost the meaning to love others. No wonder that verse hit me particularly.. It's not about having my own abilities help others but it's about dependance on Him. :) I wanna live my life impacting other people's lives. I am gonna be the light of the world! :) God's not dead but he's alive and roaring like a lion on the inside.
That's my revelation of the week. :)
Blogging next time. Will really try to update my blog once I have some free time during term break. :)
