Note: The following post will be disturbing and maybe very insulting especially to the person I am referring to. I would strongly suggest that you would read this post at your own risk.If you get offended, I can't do anything about this. You have been warned!
I Totally hate the feeling of being ignored. As usual, I notice that she does not acknowledge me anymore as if she has lost all respect for me.
I just want to say that I used to like you but now, I just want to be friends. I don't wish to create enemies in secondary school. I don't want a relationship until 21!
I now what I say now may sound very hurtful and possibly insulting but I really don't understand you anymore.
You literally shut me off. I don't mind the fact that you hate me but I mind about the fact that you refuse to share your problems or thoughts. And yet you expect me to tell you everything..... Kinda pathetic if I have to comment.
Frankly speaking, I don't know what to do now.
The last time she ignored me, I feel devastated by her actions. but now, I feel kinda happy that you ignored me. =D I felt devastated last time because I was partly at fault and I didn't know about it. I felt almost as if I had committed a crime or sin.
But now, I feel kinda happy as I believe I am not at fault. I don't feel guilty at all. I apologized to you and if you don't accept it, fine with me. =D
I know why you are angry, partly because I said that it was shocking that your parent highest education is a pre-U. It was meant to be a compliment not an insult! apology if I said something wrong but I am not perfect. =|
I used to be short tempered and I would flare up for such small lewd remarks but I am changing now. I am now able to control my temper most of the time.
I pray that you would also change.
It is only 16 more days till N level. I won't waste my time to fix something that is not worth doing at all.
I know I sound very bad right now but I am not perfect! nobody is! Don't expect a change that easy cause I used to be a rebel and now you want me to become a cultured person. It is not as easy as prescribing a medicine to a sick person!
It is more complicated than that!
Anyways, All I can do now is pray that you would forgive me and move on with life instead of wasting your time and energy on this pathetic argument.
If you don't want to be friends anymore, then suit yourself. I have nothing to lose and nothing to gain from this experience. All I will lose will be a friend.
My feelings: Totally upset but I won't show it to anyone.
My day: Great day! =D
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