29th march 2010

last Sunday(27th march 2011) had shared about my feelings with my leaders.
it last about 30 minutes and after that session, I feel a awful heavy load of misunderstanding and burden lifted. could not believed that it was that fast. just sharing with my leaders could help in lifting up the burden.
However, it also got me thinking more about my life though.. I should draw closer to God. I wanna carry the burden of the church.
I just realized something though.. I have been too loud and been too talkative.... I guess it is time to change soon. starting from tomorrow, I wanna slowly become more quiet and listen more.
I feel hurt but at the same time, it does not burn like the feeling I had before I opened up to my leaders. I wanna be opened like a opened book.
As I live each day, I wish to follow the footsteps of people I can trust. I wanna have a solid thinking.

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