My world has been completely destroyed
A crossroad which bent and lead me into a trap of oblivion.
A oblivion where it will never end, the pain of emptiness...
I used to have (great) dreams and (real) hopes
Where the world didn't mean anything to me
A place where I could call it a sanctuary
I always thought the darkness inside of me could be subdued with the power of Light.
It turns out to be naive thinking.
A failed experiment will always be a failed experiment.
It doesn't change the fact that you are no different from crooks and evil people.
I want to have a hope again.. That feeling where I really started to believe.
Did I make a correct choice or was it just hallucination?
Oh such agony
To explain it would show the incompetence of me.
Why did such a person like me even existed?
It sounds easy to take a different path but it's difficult to leave due to the bridges I have burned...
What did I do wrong to deserve this?
What was I thinking to have hope? Great friends, awesome life, stable family?
I bring dishonor...
If I was dying, I don't deserve anyone to help me...
Well, I find it so hopeless to even blog about my pain and sadness.
being emo.... sad...
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