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Blogging via iPod touch. :) just finished serving in security. Enjoying every bit of it.. But feeling sick... *Ugh*
Here is some bits about my story. =| it's kinda depressing and sad... Let's start with my primary school.. people say that I have a heart of gold. Always helping people..
But one very bad disadvantage I had was that I was a slow learner. My results were terrible so I was thrown into a lousy class.. =( Back then, people who got thrown into D and below classes were usually considered the "rotten apples" in society.. (Yes! That's what my teacher said!)
People had a prejudice that we were all gangsters and look down on us.. Eventually (almost) everyone accepted the fact and fall into bad company except me.. I became a outcast at primary 2 because of my queer attitude...
Gotten into my first serious fight at primary 3.. Fought with someone who was in a better class. In the end, the bully was let off scot free while I get punished for a fight which I never start or fight back at all..
I was labelled by the school as mentally unstable (A.K.A crazy) everyone treated me like as if I had leprosy and avoided me altogether.. Teachers didn't believe in me..
Parents never understood me.. Everyone left me when I needed them the most...
Back then, I was only primary 3 and the blow of knowing that I was alienated by everyone was just so great!! It was a major blow... I gave up in myself and become introverted...
I can still remember that during assembly in school, the discipline master said that I was a trouble maker and announce my name... The principal announced that I am a "big fat liar"... ( every quote are the exact words that I used...
I don't really feel like sharing so much on the net.. Who knows how many people are reading this... =S maybe I will share more next time..
Cya~
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