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Tuesday, May 10, 2011

10th May 2011

So upset and somewhat angry at my parents. Another war broke out again but this time is with the younger brothers.. haizz..

Was hoping you guys would buy a pair of shoe for me because I have no money but even they don't want to buy 1 for me.... Kinda expected...

haha.. what a way to start my post. all so negative uh! hahaha...
I feel so left out and put down by people.... oh well, I am useless anyways. They don't have to talk to someone like me........

I don't even think anyone will be reading this few post anyway.. what am I to them? in fact, no one will be reading this entire blog anyway. Haizz... writing to myself..

Shouldn't had opened up... now feeling so empty... I really feel like talking to someone... Sa.., never mind. will only create more misunderstanding....Everyone has their own lives to take care of...
somehow, only she will understand me better.. Feeling so insecure....

I don't know what to do now... I hate my family honestly speaking... only loving them because is a rule... If I could then I would leave the house and never come back...

I don't dare to ask for a chat even I want to..always get rejected..




On the bright side, I had some time alone doing QT and I feel... somewhat happy and peaceful....
strumming guitar to block out all noises. :)



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