I finally understand now... I shouldn't be sad about my life at all. There are people in this world who are in a poorer situation than me. I must learn to pick up my pieces.
I wanna smile again like the first time. I wanna slide back and feel the first love. The same feeling I had during the first hour that I first believed.
No more tears for myself. Just smile and love people with my heart.
5.45am now. :p
Had a really awesome week going to church and having fun...... But I am quiet for a reason...... I am not emo or anything. Just that is my nature to be quiet.. I feel very unnatural to talk..
4.30pm
Had a really great time studying with my friends from JJC. :D finally learned the standard of O levels. :) imba! (Y)
haha!
after that went to eat them them. Can't believe I meet that senior from NPCC.. irritated. first time meet my friends don't bully them! sheesh...
Still seeing friction in people...
sigh... Friends that I know don't last.. :P migrating to another group again.
When there are more than 10 readers then I will remove the rules I set for myself. :P
I feel so restricted... obligation set by parents.. sheesh! I wonder who can help me buy my products? soon my parents are gonna cut everything away from me altogether. :'(
Financial help? nah.. I don't deserve it. :| better if other people with higher IQ and EQ. ( feeling rejected by parents)
Haha! random blogging again.. (EDWINN!!! Cheer up! Don't emo Ho!!! God loves you! <3 )
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