Everyone has exiled me from their group... ever since problems started to arise, Friends which I once had were gone....
I only wanted to join a group of people whom I can truly call my friends.. Now all that is gone... persecution and hate only exist... I want real friends, people who can truly understand me...
Even the people I place the trust most has finally stabbed me... My strength and hope has finally been crushed.... Is this another test set by You?
The sense of emptiness.... Just get out!!! I place so much effort and hope and all you did was to judge me with your naked eyes and what people think of me?
I know I should not hold grudges but I can't take it anymore!!!!
1 by 1, I lost friends and people whom I can trust... Friends whom I can trust fall apart....
That's the reason I live in solitude... I am always that naive to open up only to get stabbed by people...
So much for trying...
why does this thoughts always fill my mind? That answer is simple, I was taught to think like that. life ain't easy!
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