29th August 2011

The talk with my CGL really helped me lifted up my burdens. I shared with him my personal problems and he really guided me with advices and encouragement.

I learned that emotions cannot be controlled but can be channeled to other area. That is from my CGL. It really impacted me. I want to channel that energy to another area. The area of playing the guitar for God. I wanna give my guitar skills to glorify Him. Never self condemn yourself for the past mistakes.... let go and break free.

Really thank everyone for the continuous support and encouragement. I wanna mention a few names especially.

Samantha Ng:
A person who never stop giving me advice even though she didn't have to. A person who is a strong woman of God. A person that really inspire me to become a Christian. I really amazed that I have such a friend. Haha. She would always quote Bible verses to encouragement me. That's really amazing.

Swee Kheng:
A person who never fails to cheer me up. Just SMSing her would make me smile. She is like a friend who would be there when I am completely down and somewhat make me smile. haha! A really amazing friend. :) So cheerful and yet funny person to be with.

My CGL for taking the time to know more about my life and my problems. I really should inform my leader who is directly leading me.
He prayed for me and encouraged me despite the fact that he had a really tight schedule. I am amazed that I have such a amazing leader who would take time to sow in my life.
I will change for him. No more being emotional.
This is my life, I will crush Satan down with my strengths.


For the cause by Planetshakers

For the cause of Christ
I will lay down my life
For the cause of Christ I will stand

I will give my all to
Give Him glory
For the cause of Christ I live

You gave your all for me
Came as you’re answering to set me free
Love so amazing give up
Your blood shared on Calvary for all man kind

I stand in awe
Of the wonder of your love
I stand in awe of you

For the cause of Christ
I will lay down my life
For the cause of Christ I will stand

I will give my all to
Give Him glory
For the cause of Christ I live

I will worship
Jesus my King of all glory

3rd June 2011

I feel as though I keep having insecurity in my life... Eh? What the... I should not even be saying this.. The old me died on the Cross with Christ and know I am born again.. :)

Yesterday had QT... Impacted by His knowledge. :)
Questions to ask before speaking and and doing...
Lastly, think positive. :)

Conducted tuition with my batch of students. :D So glad that Sze Hao finally learned Venn diagram. :D yes! *Self-pat of shoulder*

Let's use this tuition to talk to people and reach out. Hahaha!
For too long I have always look at things from a negative view... Now I will be positive as much as possible. :)

Not gonna blog much anymore. It's 5.30am in the morning. :D possibly Vlog(video blogging) in the afternoon. :)

19th April 2011

Obey those who rule over you, and be submissive, for they watch out for your souls, as those who must give account. Let them do so with joy and not with grief, for that would be unprofitable for you.

-Hebrews 13:17
I see now.. maybe I should not have reacted that way.. I will sincerely apologize... better obey my leaders.. the reason she is a leader is because of His will.. I won't disobey Your orders.

I seek for perfection although nobody can be perfect. :)

I want to be more like You. give me a second chance and help me remove all the pain and emotions away from me.

thank You..

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13 match 2011

I used to cry everyday because I didn't have anyone to love. I felt as though everyone abandoned me.... I couldn't believe it that I made it so far in life. ;) thank You God got everything you have put me through. :) without you I wouldn't know where I will be. thank You for letting me know so many friends who never abandon me despite my weaknesses.
You have shown me life.
You opened my eyes.
so I will give You the highest praise that I could ever offer.
everything in my life is in Your hands. :)

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