27th July 2011

So many tags for this post. Reason is to reflect how so many thoughts could actually reflect me..

Oh well, I am happy. :)
Nothing much to blog about, will re edit this post if I have time. Haha! :)

7th May 2011

Greatly impacted by today's service. :) Thank you Senior pastors for praying for me. :) I feel different after listening to your sermons.

I will have the hunger to know more of You each day. As I live each day, I will learn to be more like you. A unlawful hunger. I won't be held back by circumstances. :D

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19th April 2011

Obey those who rule over you, and be submissive, for they watch out for your souls, as those who must give account. Let them do so with joy and not with grief, for that would be unprofitable for you.

-Hebrews 13:17
I see now.. maybe I should not have reacted that way.. I will sincerely apologize... better obey my leaders.. the reason she is a leader is because of His will.. I won't disobey Your orders.

I seek for perfection although nobody can be perfect. :)

I want to be more like You. give me a second chance and help me remove all the pain and emotions away from me.

thank You..

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29th march 2010

last Sunday(27th march 2011) had shared about my feelings with my leaders.
it last about 30 minutes and after that session, I feel a awful heavy load of misunderstanding and burden lifted. could not believed that it was that fast. just sharing with my leaders could help in lifting up the burden.
However, it also got me thinking more about my life though.. I should draw closer to God. I wanna carry the burden of the church.
I just realized something though.. I have been too loud and been too talkative.... I guess it is time to change soon. starting from tomorrow, I wanna slowly become more quiet and listen more.
I feel hurt but at the same time, it does not burn like the feeling I had before I opened up to my leaders. I wanna be opened like a opened book.
As I live each day, I wish to follow the footsteps of people I can trust. I wanna have a solid thinking.

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15 march 2011

my heart tells me it's alright... but my mind tells me different... I wanna love You again like the first time I have met You. Your presence was amazing and so unfailing. :)
I love You. I know that there is a season for everything and there is a reason for all thing that is happening right now. :)
I hope I am able to rise up and become a person who loves people like how You have love me even though I am a sinner.
I wanna rise up someday and become s great leader.
with that in mind, time to list out my goals:
- become more loving towards people In all walks of my life. ( starting from my parents)
- Be more humble and listen more that talk.
- Be more obedient towards You.

people say writing down my thoughts help me to stick to it.. (:

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