8 September 2011

Blogging while on the way home. Went to ECP to cycle with my CG. Totally awesome. :)
Meet some great friends and some 'special' friends.. =O
Lol... I think I am being bad by saying that.. :P haha.
Anyway, had a really great time with them. Cycled with them to Changi (only made it half cause of time constrains. :P ) and had dinner with them.

I just found out recently that Cheryl Chan is leading F1. =O surprised ttvm.. Haha! lol!

Now on the way rushing to NUH to meet with my uncle ( my mother's brother). Kinda shocked that he had a heart attack again. Oh my.. Praying for him. Hope that everything will be alright..


Something about myself, I had this terrible thought that I wanna cut myself yesterday. :( I can't believe I still have that thought... The last time I had this was when I was in primary school.... :(

I am feeling quite desperate now..... What did I do wrong this time round??? Everything seems so perfect from secondary 1... Now it all collapse completely.... Lost my only best friend and relentless attacks from people. I really feel cornered by circumstances... I know small people complain.. I better not complain....



I just wish that I would pull through this valley... I am feeling hurt... I keep disobeying His commandments. Why??? My brother's situation is getting from bad to worse... Is it because me?? Darn...


Life sucks as of now.. Sigh... Nobody understands me.... Not even myself... I think I just wanna ask Sam for her opinion...


Anyways, Swee Kheng introduce me to a song which I like so much. Song that saved my life by Simple Plan. Such a meaningful song. Gonna practice this song on the guitar during my free time. In the mean time, I just wanna practice Heart Of Worship and Freedom We Know or Happy Day. (can't decide which song to practice!!!) :)

27th July 2011

So many tags for this post. Reason is to reflect how so many thoughts could actually reflect me..

Oh well, I am happy. :)
Nothing much to blog about, will re edit this post if I have time. Haha! :)

16th June 2011

7.16pm
This has been a terrible roller coaster ride... A ride where things started to change...
I know now that friends aren't real in life...
The world is a place where solitude exist.
However, I know that I have a friend who I can rely on when my life crashes...
Thank You for letting me meet such a person in life. :)

Had a really terrible nightmare.... What's the point of even describing it? Is always my past flash backs. :) Haha!

Had a really awesome camp! Crossroad camp has really impacted me.. I wanted to thank Roy for praying for me. (:

Going out to have dinner with my parents soon. Will blog again later. :D

Peace! (Y)

10.02pm

My house has become a war zone where cold war can take place. :O
Shocking to see that both parties are arguing. :(
Oh well, maybe I will blog early in the morning.
I just realized that I made a terrible mistake in pastoral work today. Gotta be more careful next time.

14th Oct 2010

read finish all my previous post. I just realize that I am unstable in my thinking.
Maybe it is really true that I am just another failed experiment. =P
Oh well, who cares. =D
Haha!
Live life to the fullest!
I know I can't change the past but I know I can change the future. =D

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19th sept 2010

Yesterday was one of the most memorable night of my life.
I apologize to her after plucking up all my courage.
Didn't expect her to forgive me so easily but now........ I am just totally shocked that she did.
Guess anything is possible.
I made a terrible mistake by losing faith in God.
At least now I know that God still loves me like a child and wants me to grow for the better.
I totally thank Him for giving me the courage and molding me to become a cultured person.
For that I am at a lost for words. =D
I just can't describe how much I love you God.
I can't thank you enough. =)
After yesterday, I felt like a changed person.
Not gonna blog too much about this anymore. Cya~
=D

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