22nd march 2011

who are my real friends?? I can't even show my feelings to my leaders in church.. will I backslide??
answer: No! be strong Edwin! you are called for a purpose! don't fall back.
I wanna be in Your presence. :'(

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16 march 2011

there is only so much a person can take before the person finally breakdown and crash........
what happen to the love I had with You a year ago?
time to tell my leaders about this... if nothing happen then well.. I will just hang on to Your love till the last spark. :'(

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15 march 2011

I finally know why.. Abandon what my mind tells me and just follow my heart.. :) thank You! :)

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15 march 2011

my heart tells me it's alright... but my mind tells me different... I wanna love You again like the first time I have met You. Your presence was amazing and so unfailing. :)
I love You. I know that there is a season for everything and there is a reason for all thing that is happening right now. :)
I hope I am able to rise up and become a person who loves people like how You have love me even though I am a sinner.
I wanna rise up someday and become s great leader.
with that in mind, time to list out my goals:
- become more loving towards people In all walks of my life. ( starting from my parents)
- Be more humble and listen more that talk.
- Be more obedient towards You.

people say writing down my thoughts help me to stick to it.. (:

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13 match 2011

I used to cry everyday because I didn't have anyone to love. I felt as though everyone abandoned me.... I couldn't believe it that I made it so far in life. ;) thank You God got everything you have put me through. :) without you I wouldn't know where I will be. thank You for letting me know so many friends who never abandon me despite my weaknesses.
You have shown me life.
You opened my eyes.
so I will give You the highest praise that I could ever offer.
everything in my life is in Your hands. :)

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my only working blog(12 march 2011)

it's been awhile since I started with my personal blog.. maybe I should just pour out my entire heart into a blog. :)

I feel so stagnant in my walk with You....


Is this what I really wanted in life?
answer: no. I want to do better in my walk with You.

what are your reasons?
answer: because I felt His everlasting love and I believed in something for the first time.

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28 Oct 2010

Beginning the process of venting out anger here.
Please ignore this post.
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Screw you! Don't ignore me! I never said that I am always free! Don't think you are the only person stress!
I am experiencing extreme pressure from so many people! don't add it on me please!
I wanna shout and punch but I don't want to destroy anything!
I don't want to destroy my image but I wanna make myself known!
Totally hate my life TTM now!
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End of venting out anger. Still kinda upset..........
Followed the rule of my blog.
Oh well, better luck next time. >.<