28 Oct 2010

Beginning the process of venting out anger here.
Please ignore this post.
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Screw you! Don't ignore me! I never said that I am always free! Don't think you are the only person stress!
I am experiencing extreme pressure from so many people! don't add it on me please!
I wanna shout and punch but I don't want to destroy anything!
I don't want to destroy my image but I wanna make myself known!
Totally hate my life TTM now!
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End of venting out anger. Still kinda upset..........
Followed the rule of my blog.
Oh well, better luck next time. >.<

14th Oct 2010

read finish all my previous post. I just realize that I am unstable in my thinking.
Maybe it is really true that I am just another failed experiment. =P
Oh well, who cares. =D
Haha!
Live life to the fullest!
I know I can't change the past but I know I can change the future. =D

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPod touch]

19th sept 2010

Yesterday was one of the most memorable night of my life.
I apologize to her after plucking up all my courage.
Didn't expect her to forgive me so easily but now........ I am just totally shocked that she did.
Guess anything is possible.
I made a terrible mistake by losing faith in God.
At least now I know that God still loves me like a child and wants me to grow for the better.
I totally thank Him for giving me the courage and molding me to become a cultured person.
For that I am at a lost for words. =D
I just can't describe how much I love you God.
I can't thank you enough. =)
After yesterday, I felt like a changed person.
Not gonna blog too much about this anymore. Cya~
=D

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPod touch]

14 sept 2010

First I am gonna make sure I totally forget about you.
I will delete my knowledge about you.
Traces of you will be gone.
I will never fall back anymore. I don't wanna do this but I have no choice.
Good bye!

11 Sept 2010

I am gonna express my feelings using some poem instead of writing it out here.
Hope people would understand.

It feel great to know you at first
However, I now regret even knowing you
I only want to be friends with you
Is that asking too much?
I feel that I had given you too many chances
I am just trying to be friends
For your information, I am not a weakling
I have now come to a conclusion though,
You have changed. Can't say if that is good or bad though but you have changed.
I don't believe in your lies anymore.
I don't feel happy nor sorrow.
Good luck to you
I won't be there for you anymore if you fall
I had given my best only to realize that you weren't even trying
Even if you come back, I won't forget the past mistakes.
I wanna believe that you are a good person but I know that is not true anymore.
I refuse to give in anymore.
Good bye.

Well~ That is all I guess.

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPod touch]

9th sept 2010

I feel so sad and terrible. Everything in life is crashing down. Family,friends,studies,work,relationship etc. I just can't handle the pressure without support. I wish I am able to hang on to something that is worth fighting for in my life.

29th Aug 2010

I don't want to cry anymore.
I don't want to fall into the same trap twice.
If you don't want to forgive me, I don't care.
It won't do me and you any good.
I know I should not be doing all this. Haha! I will just smile and watch as both of us destroy this friendship.
We used to talk and enjoy each other's company but now we barely maintain eye contact.
I will wait.
I made my move but it is you who rejected me.
I won't make another move until you do something about it.
I don't feel guilty just for your information.

[Posted with iBlogger from my iPod touch]